My change in life from straight to Bisexual

I am a well travelled, university educated, professional guy. I have average looks, only five foot seven in height, blue eyes, greying hair and a little over weight for my height. Most people who know me descriribe me as a kind hearted, funny chap. A real Mr Average. However, I have a deep hidden secret, I am addicted to sex. I spend far too much time thinking about it, watching it or experiencing sex. The problem is I am no longer in a relationship, so I have decided to try and meet like minded people through websites and have found it very frustrating. What is worse is that I have descended into a very dark world - fetish. it started with an interest in ladies underwear, then it became something more and I started to wear them and sniff used ones. Then the fetish became much more entrenched and changed. I met guys who liked the same things, before I knew it I was having oral and anal sex with guys. That soon became a craving to receive anal sex - I still haven't had much experience but simply crave it. Worse is that I now fantasise about fisting - receiving it too. where will this end ? what next?

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