as sir leaves

i feel your hand on my arm guiding me as you tell me "step back little miss".i take a faltering step back not sure where im going ." and another"..i do as you ask and as i step back again you turn me around i assume i am facing the foot of the bed ..this is confirmed as my legs hit against it and you bend my body forwards leaving me laying prone on the bed face down unable to get up .
my mouth is so dry and when you lean over and ask me do you trust me i struggle to say ...."yes i do "...........its not i dont i can't bring myself to say the words as i know once i do what ever you have planned will start to happen .............am i ready for this ...im so scared as i hear you collect up your belongings .......my heads full of questions .where are you going ..why are you leaving me....its on the tip of my tongue to say don't go ...............i bite down on my lip hard to stop myself from asking you not to go ...bruising the flesh quite badly as my teeth bite into the soft flesh ....distracting me from my thoughts for a second as i realise if i bite any harder i will cut my lip open .......... what stopped me from pleading with you to stay ........one sentence you have repeated to me all week ...............remember the first two lines of your mantra little miss......"i trust my master ......my master trusts me".....you ask me to repeat my mantra which i do .............slowly falteringly ...........as i finish repeating it word for word you lean over me and say "i am going to leave you now little miss i will be back later "..........again my insides churn i have no idea how im not pysically sick with fear as you lean closer and say..."you do trust me dont you "...."yes sir"...."are you ok?".....i barely nod ..not trusting my own voice not to betray my fear ...but thats not good enough for you you have to know im ok before you leave me you ask again i say "yes sir"......but im not .. it flashes through my head do i trust him enough as i hear the door close.......... i take a sharp intake of breath not sure what happens next ..i am fighting back tears....i can feel the heat of them stinging my eyes ........ i really am genuinely scared as the door opens and i can hear male voices ....not immediately recognisable to me which adds to the fear ............i can hear people undressing but i can't move....i want to run right now ....to be back home away from here away from all of this .....but i don't move or say a word ......i lay still so as not to evoke any anger from them or antagonise the situation ...suddenly theres a phone at my ear and i hear your calm strong voice telling me ...." do not say a word just listen to what i have to say ..........its ok little miss i am sorry 5 was a bit hard to organise at short notice but the three men that are with you now will treat you well and give you what you desire and want ...treating you how you want to be treated ......they are under specific instruction from me and will spend a short time with you while i enjoy a drink at the bar downstairs ...i want you to do as they want and instruct you to do and when they join me after wards i want to be impressed then i will rejoin you ". .......as i listen to your calm voice telling me three men are about to use and abuse my body to your instruction and how they please the fear escalates as i realise i can't get out of this ........ your voice brings me back to reality as i hear you say ...."repeat your mantra to me "............i do this in probably the quietest voice you have ever heard from me and as i finish saying it im aware you aren't talking anymore and then a hand touches my ass stroking my skin ....steeling myself for what may lie ahead i tell myself you can do this you can impress him ....im tense but my body relaxes as a hand slides between my legs slowly teasing my pussy as another hand pulls my link from my ass........i should protest....... now is the moment to do it.........

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