I realized that the more I try to be rational with this lifestyle I get more confused. At first I was so worried that someone might recognize me and all hell will break lose! Cum to think of it, it was not that bad! I got her number, called her up and went to her condo! I have to leave after our sex coz her daughter might arrive soon. I did not call her up again for it was our agreement. if ever, she will just message me. Then another meet up with a 19 yo girl.. then another , then another. It is a fun kind of life to live. Making it more exciting, it has be a secret!!! The thrill and the adrenalin rushing thru my veins, excited and anxious at the same time! After 5 pops, I have to make love with my wife twice, so she wont notice any different. Doing it with the lights off was like doing it all over again, with another woman..do you know what I mean. the sensations were still fresh and the scent was still in your nostrils that you cud still smell it. There were times even the taste.. as it was still in my tongue..lol!
All I am saying, everything starts with a single step! It is a big plunge but I promise you its all worth it! Right now, I m thankful to all the women who let me be part of their lives even only for short a time! HAve fun ladies you all deserve to be happy!!!
