Why on earth am I so tired all the time?

I don’t know if it’s the whole divorce thing or the hours I am working to afford it but I just seem to be so tired just lately. My energies are being pulled all over the place I finish my work every day and have to rush home and cook tea for the kids then clean up. On weekends I try to relax but still have to do a pile of washing, dust and hoover the house until I am too pooped to continue. Before I can blink its back to Monday and off we go again.

If I factor the pressure of the break up in there it gets even worse. I feel like I am at a crossroads in my life and don’t know which way to turn. I am missing the closeness that I once had and the feeling of companionship that always made me feel so alive and showed the person I am at my best. It annoys me because I am a genuinely happy guy with a great sense of humour (and boy did it get me into and out of trouble during my military career) that just wants to feel like I am part of something and not alone.

I know this is a sad blog but like I said in my title this is where I post my feelings and at the moment they are down low for which I apologise to you guys for reading it but if I don’t get this off my chest it will all wind up bottled inside and I refuse to be broken and become some sad lonely old hermit.

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