My heart is wildly racing as I knock gently on Your door,
Longing fights with terror as I hear footsteps on the floor;
With a click it opens and I am called within,
Across the final threshold where endings will begin.
Within all is darkness so deep I cannot see,
Your door slides closed behind me and now I cannot flee;
Standing in the hallway I feel Your body near,
Each second I am waiting builds desire and fear.
Before I even know it my wrists are tightly bound,
The gag and hood that follow silence every sound;
By the neck you lead me deep into the gloom,
To where my secret longings blossom grow and bloom.
I feel myself stripped naked exposing flesh and soul,
Vulnerable and helpless there upon Your floor;
Your fingers tightly bind me in ways I cannot fight,
Helplessly restricted I let my dreams take flight.
With stinging pain and kindness you strip away the layers.
Forcing from within me all my daily cares;
Nothing now existing save for me and You,
I have been made ready to begin anew.
My mind and body broken wait to be remade,
All my inner demons have finally been slayed;
Everything surrendered perhaps now I can start,
To finally find a resting place for my wandering heart.
