I am 54 and from my early teens I have loved to wear women's knickers and lingerie, love the feel on my skin and it just releases my general anxiety and comforts me. I have recently commenced to dress up around the house in more daily clothing and enjoy venturing outside when it is dark to just feel a sense of freedom beyond the inner house walls. For me its no about the physical acts of wanting sex but I do love being turned on. Can anyone help me to understand more beyond to explore further to free myself? I am not a slim smooth Xdresser loving the feeling of being woman as I have hidden behind my weight to mentally keep me safe. Please don't judge me for being a big xdress-woman
