It may seem weird to say but sometimes you develop feelings toward ur partner though you both agreed to do it just to have fun. I never had this kind of feelings before but I do miss her and the moments we were together. I wonder what would I do, if I meet her with her new guy in the same hotel. Will i be personal or ask if I could join them... maybe thats how I am attached to her that up to now..i still dont want to meet up with anyone... nahh..just joking! The best way to deal with it is... let go and have fun with other women out there! Sometimes I need to be deliberate and not too emotional about it! Love to have fun and pleasure women... thats my fetish! if you can call it as fetish...
