i mentioned before really strange that i want to be bi something i do not understand but i think about it all time all i can think about is sucking a cock and him cumming in my mouth. Maybe after it is done i can forget about it and go on with my life. Some times i blame porn we look at so much and it gets to where dick looks good and cum looks better, maybe because i was always friends with women maybe i always wanted to be one Other times maybe because of failed marriages maybe i want to punish my self, I think if i could suck my dick it would solve the problem and i would not need women any more which would be good thing , I also think i really want cock that is similar to mine nice head clean not to large like i was sucking my own cock,
well i told of my first bi experience and i really liked it i need more , However if you notice some thing i really did not get man to shoot load in my mouth i did not swallow.
well i want to it is something i have been worried about and practicing for. yes i said i been practicing, Many times when i masturbate ( which i have to do a lot) i catch it in cup and i drink it i swallow it . Ok the taste is not pleasant but i am able to take it. some times i do it and i just can not swallow once i have cum the desire fades and seems little gross. Yet other times i just make myself an and i take it all. I have learned few things small doses i am beginning to like the taste but when large amount and hot it is little tough to take it but one thing i know i can swallow it all any way. More and more times i worked on tantra sex and some times i can divide my cum into small dose and i getting so i like the taste how ever some times i slip and let it all go and i still try to swallow it all.Single women that would be interested in kinky sex come use strap on on me then make me swallow cum make me lick it out of you. I am pretty kinky yes i know other might be even kinkier but to each his own. well you know what i am looking for sorry guys i really need a woman with this fantasy some how makes it little easier to do this, I did know woman once really wanted to see this i let her use stap on but i could not be bi at that time maybe i am doing this because i want to please a woman so bad i want her to be freak and really get off on 3 some . well if your interested let me know
