My Need to submit to Men

Since I was a teen I've been interested in having intimate connections with men.

It started off simply enough, wanting to touch their cocks and have mine touched.

Then when I was 15 or 16 I was "tricked" into letting an older man suck my cock. It was the best orgasm ever! I felt my balls tingle for up to 3 days afterwards.

When I was 19 I let a much older man take me back to his place where he fucked me and left his cum in my ass.

At the same time I was getting interested in women's clothing.

Fast forward and I'm 61. I've spend years in therapy and almost lost my marriage twice. I'm now at the point where I understand the following:

1. I love to have sex with both men and women
2. I'm not gay because I'm not interested in have an intimate long term relationship with a man.
3. I love dressing up in feminine clothes
4. I love wearing masculine clothes
5. I love to submit sexually and in bondage
6. I love to dominate

Basically, I think I just love the physicality of sex.

My love of sex with men is focused - naturally - on their cocks. I live to kneel before them and worship them.

I love to drop my pants in semi-public places so that a man can fondle my ass and then penetrate it.

I love the taste of cum shooting into my mouth. I love to swallow it.

I love the feel of cum shooting into my asshole. I love feeling it in there for a few hours afterwards and how my asshole feels loosened up.

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