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Saturday night, now it starts to warm up

10:00 pm Friday, 19th September, 2008

We arrive back at my house and the silence descends again, neither of us have much to say, i am all nerves again and i can see your mind is elsewhere (most likely adding details to your plans for the night)......... you go upstairs i make you a coffee and follow you up ..i stop short at my bedroom door, watching you ....you arent aware i am there for a few seconds........ you are attaching ropes to my bed..you turn and see me standing there and take the cup from my hand...."Thank you little miss, now I need you to go and prepare your body and your mind for tonight". Your instructions are very clear and concise......I run that bath water hot and climb in...... After washing, i lay in my bath warm and clean...... feeling safe and secure where i am.........not quite confident enough yet to move from what feels like a sanctuary........as i know when i do its into the unknown i will be going.....so many questions still race round in my mind ....am i ready for this? ......is it what i want? ..what does he expect from me? ........will he keep his word that whatever happens, i will be safe and he will never push me past my limits?.........i have to clear my head, as deep down i already know the answer to all of these.....i trust him implicitly and know that i am in safe hands.....or this man i have only spent 24 hours with would no longer be in my house ..............my mind made up and my worries set aside thinking more positively i step from my bath..... warm water running across my skin as i reach for a towel to dry myself off..i wander back to my room and find you are still very busy with my bed ..... you have set up your laptop and webcam overlooking the bed ............as you turn you see the look on my face, and i realise you are deadly serious ........... knowing how i feel about a cam being on as we have discussed many times in the last year..............
"Tonight" you inform me "I want you to please me publicly, I want you to share your actions with anyone on the hub who cares to watch. You will take instructions on camera .........you will do anything i or others request of you". I thought i had been through the worst tests you could devise for me by making me stand exposed to you when we first met..... but now my stomach is churning again and for the first time since you opened my front door i have the feeling i am going to let you down so badly.......yes i have used a cam but never to the extent you have in mind .......i don't have the confidence about me i need to have to play to an audience.......................i freeze just looking at you .......you know by the look on my face i may panic and run...."I do not intend or expect you to reveal your identity by showing your face, I am not so cruel little miss that I would show your true identity to those you chat with regularly on there. You will simply be my slave, and there will be nothing to identify who you are tonight. Are you ready for this?", Right now all i can bring myself to do is nod, but you ask me again "Are you ready to do this for me?" and before i realise the words have left my mouth i have simply said "Yes Sir". You make it easier for me by laying face down on my bed with your laptop and asking me to join you ....the cam is not on ...... at which point you tell me "i made you a promise your face will not be made visible on cam....... i intend to keep to that at all times".....you position your self more comfortably on the bed as i lay beside you ...you are logging into the chat room we have used for several months and greeting a number of people I am very used to chatting with......... trying to diffuse some of the anguish you know i am feeling......you instruct me "I would like you to start tonight by massaging my body little miss".....as my hands roam over your body kneading and manipulating your supple skin and the muscles in your legs i can't help moving my hands a little closer round the top of your thighs .......not quite touching you as intimately as i would like to ...brushing past your buttocks and running back down your legs ..knowing i need your permission to take it any further....i continue this for some time ...you tell me to massage your back and as i move up your body i am aware you are chatting online which distracts me for a moment..........."concentrate on my body little miss ......not on what others are saying on this screen"........i resume my journey round your body with my hands running them the full length of your spine....... pushing down on you firmly as i lean over your torso ...........something catches my eye on screen and I am suddenly aware that the image on screen is a part of my body ..i freeze momentarily ..........the realisation dawns on me that you had switched on the cam as i massaged you and that now i can be seen by anyone you choose to accept to view us.
You sense i have stopped and am looking intently over your shoulder
"people are becoming impatient Sall, they want to see more of you......... not of you massaging my body"............i look at you waiting to see what you want me to do next............you raise your body up on my bed and turn to me ........"lay back little miss and open your legs for me............ show everyone what a good slave you can be for your master"
From here on in was the most exhilarating and enlightening experience i have ever had......... but probably on a par with the scariest roller coaster ride i have ever taken!



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