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My first post: correction

11:31 pm Monday, 7th May, 2012

I have heard that my first post caused dombull2010 to be criticised by some people in the room. I apologise unreservedly. My sloppy English writing created an impression that as completely erroneous. I approached dombull in the first place and asked him if we could meet. He agreed and we met. I am totally new to this and do not know much about it.

It is true that he did beat me but only because I asked him to. When I asked him to stop after what was a mild beating, he did immediately.

Yes I did cry but the two events were entirely unconnected. When he stopped, as soon as I asked him to, he took me to the bathroom so that I could have a shower. Sadly, the combination of the fun before and his gentle touch on my back triggered something that even I had not expected.

I suffer from clinically diagnosed Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, sa a result of time in the military. Many years ago, I was tortured for real, in an event I will not share here. However, the combination of the mild and entirely asked for beating and the light touch on my back triggered a flashback that I did not expect. Dom stopped immediately and was concerned about what had happened. When I explained he stopped immediately and sat up all night with me talking me down. Hardly the actions of a thug.

Abuse is a word that many of us use erroneously to describe consensual adult fun.

If that is not your thing that is fine but surely you should as a member of this type of site allow us to do what pleases us.

If photographs of me in nipple and clitoris clamps offends you then please do not look. I am sure there are things on here that will arouse you.

Please stop criticising dombull2010. He did what I asked for and nothing else. I was lucky to have found an experienced dom and not a thug. The proof of this is surely in the fact is that I would like to meet him and others like him again.



Comments
10:19 am Tuesday, 8th May, 2012

You are quite right - we take each other to the limits of our comfort zone and have trust that our partners respect us and themselves. We are all here to experience life to the full and can do without unnecessary critical comments from the ill informed. Keep doing what makes you happy!

6:55 pm Tuesday, 8th May, 2012

shocking to think after one meet you can be owned, what a croc

7:43 pm Friday, 11th May, 2012

it never ceases to amaze me how intolerant some people are on here. I am doing what I want. Within my limits a with someone who is genuine and experienced. What else do you need to know. Now those of you that want to live my life for me ... f**k off and get your own.

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