We have gone downstairs as my master is hungry and has instructed me he wants to be fed now .........i have prepared food for him earlier and take his plate to him as he sits at my dining room table ..with his cock in his hand throbbing in front of me as i sit by his leg he is willing me to suck on it ......i lower my mouth onto him and he forces himself into my throat trying to make me swallow every inch which i fail to do ...he removes the solid shining cock ring from the end of his cock as he grabs at my hair and i instinctively fight back ...........pulling away ........ he grabs again and again i recoil this goes on for a short time as he also eats his food .........a battle of wills when it comes to his cock going down my throat...........................you get up and push me towards the sofa ...i move slowly towards the sofa knowing this is yet another lesson you are going to teach me ........that when i say i want to do something that i am capable of doing what i say ...so when i said i wanted your cock in the depths of my throat when i couldn't manage it you told me for every time i couldn't do it there would be a lesson to teach me... i would learn to manage it..."bend over !" which i do obdiently .......i hear a whoosh as you swing your belt down on my ass making a cracking sound as it hits my body time and again till you order me "get back upstairs"...i obey as fear of reprisal makes me wary not to.. you tell me "kneel on your bed "i do as you tell me ....you stand behind me your belts still in your hand .........convinced you will thrash me with it again i tense waiting for the contact but am surprised when you lean forward and place it round my thighs pulling me towards you as you thrust your cock into me....fucking me from behind as you constantly pull me back towards you by the belt ...making penetration deeper....but you sense i am enjoying it and stop ...turning me round and pulling my hair you force my face onto your hard cock ......yet again we struggle against each others determination for some time ...first me being a little more in control then you gaining back complete control ..... i am as determined to stop you as you are to succeed
each time you grab my hair and force yourself down my throat and i gag it sets off a reaction of panic in me and excitement in you.. making you even harder ...causing me to virtually choke and my eyes to water to the point that every time you are considerate enough to stop and look at my face i have tears streaming down my face......i look in your eyes theres not a single bit of compassion in them..... just that look im now familiar with ....sheer lust.........you offer me no respite and try to make me swallow your cock straight away again.....i can't do it ..... i struggle again
all the time in the back of my mind is your voice telling me "you need to be able to do this ....to please your master and to impress him ......if you can't do it then you prove you are just another worthless whore ... not worthy of his attention and he will discard you and move on to another slave more capable and willing to please her master with his every wish "
i have to do this i want to do this for you ......to prove i will and can and want to pleasure you in any way you demand ...that i am capable of doing anything you ask of me..... that having you as my master is what matters most to me..... not any discomfort i feel not any humiliation i endure .......just to please you and ultimately make you proud of me
after over half a year of having this profile and due to sir leaving the uk i have had to say a fond but sad goodbye to him and all this profile relates to UPDATE 130309
