coming out closet who am i am one

hello every one,my first time for every think,this is about my self and way i fill.many years ago at school  me and friend go together and wanted to ex spearing in each other in woods,thats when i first relics thats am not same as only other there must be some think wrong me,then i play about my self trying find answers what is it i was filling,inside me seem to change i went back see friend and we hit each other off and i knew to me them days i thought i was gay as in them days we would gotten beaten for who we are, i never went with any girls till 24 year old i knew this was wrong getting married but did not want friends and family finding out about me,,or i would loss every think.i come out closet this year just few months ago,but if you ask me if its worth it am not sure as i thought i come out there be some one for me on site but i fill like a misfit were i have not had any man in my life after left school and when i come out risking all could loss friends=family  ,should i go back in closet for get who i am ,make out am got pretend that like others nominal and hide my real self away.no one seems want this mis fit on here first time i want be treated like all u  bi gay or why do they have put name on every think,who i wanted some one cuddle.kiss,love,respect,its not all about sex its relation ship trust,sharing your thoughts ,being honest, loving each other,share each others burdens .compermice with each other.have fun,laugh,on holidays with that special one,am young looking like 55 but am 66,am very understanding,but i guess there no one for misfit like me on site so looks like shut my self away back in closet and play my self and drive my self mad,🐵🐵🐵

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