My phone pings. My eyes move quickly from the road and back and I sigh lightly - *"we still on tonight?"*..... It's been a long day! Can I face the long drive? My shoulders ache and I haven't eaten since breakfast. I Ignore the message and continue driving home.
I find myself slowly climbing the stairs, my phone pings again. I don't even look this time, discarding the phone on my bed, unmade from the 'just 10 minutes more' that I stole this morning.
I slowly undress and step into the shower my mind thinking back to the exchange of messages just a few days earlier, the arrangements that excited me enough to agree to tonight. The desires that we discussed at length, the fantasies I shared behind the safety of a screen. We've never met, I don't even know your name.
I lean forward against the cold tiles allowing the water to massage my aching shoulders, I close my eyes and turn wincing as the sharp jets of water sting my breasts. The shower feels good, a mixture of pain as the strong jets directly hit my nipples and warmth as the water runs down my smooth naked body. I take my time feeling the silkiness of the soap on my skin, letting my mind relax and feel every stroke of my hands, every trickle. Oh I needed this!
Out of the shower I catch sight of my phone once again, quiet and still with that little blinking blue light. I open the message *"???"*... Pants! What do I say? I wasn't lost for words when I told you in intimate detail exactly what I wanted from you. When I described how I would arrive at your door wearing a dress, heels and no panties. I wasn't feeling ashamed when we discussed the things you couldn't do, or when I agreed that within these limits you would have complete control of my body, my pleasure, and yours. The vivid description of how you would take me, of how powerful and confident you must be, of how I would immediately obey, no hesitation from either of us.
It's pings again and this time I read it immediately. *"My address. 7pm. Be there exactly as agreed!"* So simple, so direct. Something clicked, my heart suddenly racing and my breath quickening. Still slightly flushed from my shower I felt the warmth building inside me. I text back "Yes"...
