Most people go through life with what ifs and I should haves...
especially in the sexual arena... we are told to control our sexuality and contain it but instead most people wish they had and dream they did...
sure marriage is a sacred bond between 2 people but many desire more and in a respectful way it can be attained...
eg, I dream of group sex and threesomes but in the authentic marriages its not allowed... so husband and wives watch porn, fantasize but never mention it to each other....
my wife says she will never want another party involved and I respect that... but I want to have another party involved so I do it discreetly... with other like minded people
I wont reject myself... am I crazy or am I contradicting myself
