ok well my name is Crissy and im 53 years young lol,bit of a cougar really.ive been dressing since i first found some of my mums undies,i was prob v young.my gran,who lived with us always had stockings and sussies so i got into them v quickly lol.oooo then i discovered anal,wow putting cock shaped things in my ass became a fairly regular thing to add to my wanking,alot in those days remember im a teen at this time.So i think i didnt do any other gay things then,was v straight ,tho i did kiss my besty on his head once,tho dont know what for lol.went to an all boysand there was loads of gay sex goin on but i didnt get involved really as i was bullied and i kept myself to myself.Then marriage ,thenthe usual stuff u know,tho i was wearing my wifes clothes when i could,and went to sex shops and got some racier things,and a lovely big dildo that i used ,quite a bit.she loved anal so i got to fuck her that way alot,tho she wouldn't swallow,(must be mad i love sucking cock soooo much and the taste of cum is amazing).still no guys at this time tho after my divorce,i was having an affair,i had a few gfs.then on a job i saw a beautiful Arabic guy and thought wow i really fancy him.By now i was realizing women had been a problem all my life and i didnt want another to ruin what little i had so i shut down....nooo not like a robot silly,just stopped all emotions regarding sexual love...Eight long years passed,i just worked and that was it.Taxi driver,yer it a reallyjob that takes over your life and ruins it.So here i was at the end of part 1,fat poor,bored,so empty,and wondering what to do.part two in a bit if u are at all interested,put a comment...love Crissy