Although my wife is getting used to Stephanie being in her life, she has said that I cannot shave or trim myself, as she still "wants her husband." Although it's a great shame I (Stephanie) can't shave myself, it's something I will have to put up with?
The only thing she asks is. When I buy my clothes, (online) if I see something I think she may like? She'd like it if I would buy it for her. I actually enjoy asking for her opinion for both myself and herself if I see something I like?
The only downside is. She's told me she will never "make love to me if I'm dressed fully as Stephanie" as she "is not a lesbian" I fully understand where she's coming from, but in contradiction. She has said that she'd make love if I were in a satin nightdress or pyjamas, and has kept to her word.
Last night, was another first between us. Why? I was in a cream top, cream skirt and cardigan (not very sexy I know) I was making a pot of tea, and she came up and held me from behind tightly. It was unexpected, as well when she turned me around and held me close my chest on her breasts and gave me a kiss. At first it was an awkward kiss, but she looked in my eyes and said its going to take a very long time to me being Stephanie, and will try and help me be who I want to be. Then with a goodnight kiss she went to bed.
She has started to buy or give me things. She was given a load of clothes, shoes and handbags recently from her friend, none of which fit me but I have now got a tan coloured hand bag.
With Christmas coming up, my wife has asked me what I would like and to make a gift list for her to go by, and she has said she'll try and by me something for Stephanie too.
It's still early days, and I'm dressing more in front of her. But I feel more at ease with being in a dress or just a nightie around her, and enjoy each moment too.
