Before I joined this lifestyle, i had no idea it was what i wanted. I had an experience with my exgirls friend, and that awakened me. My girl asked me to drive her co-worker home so I said yes of course. It was about a 15 min ride and we didnt say much. She lived in an apartment downtown, as we approached it she asked if I thought she was attractive. I said yes of course. She was slender and very sexy. Waist long hair and beautiful green eyes. She proceeded to tell me that she loved sex and thought it might be fun with me. She told me she is very free with her sex and dont think people should be in relationships. I thought to myself, this chick is unstable as I was raised quite opposite to her opinion on how sex and relationships should go. But at the same time my dick was so hard from in my opinion the balls on this slut. Never before had a woman been so blunt and open about sex to me. I agreed to come upstairs to her apartment. The whole ride up was uncomfortable as she just stared at me and smiled the whole 6 floors. We got into her apartment and she went about her normal routine putting her things away and getting settled. I took a seat on her couch. I was super intimidated at her forwardness and felt.really uncomfortable. She asked me to stand up and take it easy. She kneeled in front of me and took out my cock and kissed, licked and sucked me for about 15min. The whole time she looked me right in the eye and it made me harder and hornier. She stood up and took off her dress pants and then her top. I was in shock, I didnt even return the favor. She just sat me down and climbed on me and started riding me. Eventually.i got into it and fucked her for about 30min before I had to leave. I remember guilting myself for so long over that. It was just the beginning of what I really wanted.