I am a spiritual guy. I make a good living. I am married, very social.
I have practiced Tantra for many years. I orgasm realty preferring to internalize my energy.
After a conversation with a sub woman and a chance encounter with a Dom lady, I have come to realize that I had a deep desire/need to submit. I want to experience surrender. It’s something deep, that has come to the surface.
I emagine many different scenarios and I come to realize that “I don’t like this stuff”
I mean a woman p in my mouth I don’t like, but fir some reason it relaxes me. My dom lending me out to some unattractive woman, exites me because it pleases me dom. For her to slap my face because I refuse to open my mouth, gives me an errection
The problem is, I do not have
