A story of my first time with another man

It was a long time ago and my memory of the event is a little hazy but I'll try to remember as much detail as possible. This was back when I was getting over a breakup with my then girlfriend. Things didn't end well and I was giving in to thoughts about my temptations.

What if I'm gay, bi, curious? Well I guess I was totally curious. I had jumped on to CL and started to look through the casual encounters and see what others were looking for and see if I could give in to my personal needs.
I was too shy to respond to any post though. Maybe I was more afraid of someone figuring out who I was. So I made a post.
I asked if anyone wanted to be my first. Among the many messages that I received, one just stood out. It was kinda obvious that he didn't know me and I didn't know him. It took a bit of time though for me to work up the courage to push the conversation to the point of inviting him over but it did happen.
He called and said he was downstairs. I told him the floor and my apartment number and waited for the knock at my door. This was so strange, I felt like I was the girl for once in the movies/tv shows. I'm all flustered about the boy coming over to 'hangout' at my place.
In our emails back and forth, I explained that it was still weird to me that I'm attracted to women but didn't mind being served a cock. Just then, a knock at my door and there he was. 

When I saw him in person, no doubt about it, this guy was cute. Black, 5'10', HWP in some nice looking surf shorts and a t-shirt. Nothing fancy, just discreet like he was just coming over to hangout. He even smelled good too.Since I lived in a tiny studio apartment I had him sit and layout on my bed. A poor guy's mattress, air mattress lol. He laid down and I laid next to him. We talked for a little bit. He was asking what I wanted to do and to be honest, I had no idea what I wanted to do. Sexually, I've always had an idea of what I wanted to do with women and I was good at it. I know I was good at it. However, in this moment I wasn't sure what to do, so I grabbed his cock. OMG did I grab a cock. I mentioned he was black right? OMG this cock put mine to shame. I could feel the thickness and it turned me on quick. I rubbed it for a bit and offered to orally have some fun. He declined though. I guess a guy of his size would be hard to please.We talked a bit more while we rub each other's cock. I told him that I wasn't ready to kiss a guy just yet. I thought it would have been too weird for me to kiss him. He offered instead that maybe I could kiss his body instead. He lifted up his shirt and I began to kiss chest, his neck, his nipples and down to his stomach. I respected his wish about oral so I didn't kiss his cock.Eventually I just asked, 'Do you want to fuck me?' He looked surprised but willing at the same time. He asked if I had any condoms and I did but none in his size. I got that normal cock size and he totally could have used a magnum if you know what I mean. He made due. At first he took it slow with me on my back as he slowly rubbed his dick on my willing hole. I had played before with sharpies and other objects but nothing of this girth. He asked if I had any oils to make it easier but of course with my inexperience I didn't. I did have lotion though and I directed him to the bathroom. It was a little cold at first but he applied some gently in and around my waiting hole. He put some on his cock as well and started again. Slowly he worked his way in and slowly I could feel something that no sharpie could ever recreate, Bliss. I could feel him thrust gently into me his massive cock and I was loving it. I couldn't contain myself. I was moaning like a bitch in heat and loving it. He had me flip over and I gave in. I pushed my hips into the air just asking for more and he delivered. He pushed and I pushed back. I gave in to pleasure like a whore. I was enjoying it and then he came. I was filled with so much passion that I didn't want it to end just with him cumming. So when he pulled his massive cock out, I flipped over and grabbed his massive cock and mine and started rubbing them together. Stroking back and forth feeling his massive load moving around inside the condom. I pulled it off and let it all pour out on to our cocks and my stomach and kept stroking. I stared him right in the eyes as I did it until I came all over my chest and face. He looked satisfied at the situation and asked if he could clean up in my bathroom. With a nod, he got up and I just laid there playing with the cum all over myself. When he came out of the bathroom, he had told me that I'm very sexual and to be proud of that. I couldn't agree more.After a little more conversation, he left and I was there left thinking about the experience. We never saw each other again and that might be partially my fault for putting in the ad, 'NSA just one and done.' Truthfully though, I could have gone for ten more.So that's just one story.

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