I have an ache in my belly, not through over-indulgence in food or drink, but an inner feeling of I'm not who I really want to be.
I watch men and women walk around every day who look sure and satisfied in their own existence. But not me, I want something different, something exciting, something sexual.
For 40-odd years I have enjoyed making love, experimenting and indulging in what might be described as unusual pleasures of the flesh.
Today, there is something that wasn't available years ago - the Internet - which has brought to life my inner desire. It has brought me closer to the people I want to be with.
