Following on from my last blog, where I triumphantly declared I'd give up all these adult sites so that I could spend time with the wife, I'm back!!!
I DID throw away all my lingerie (including my favourite basque, lacy knickers & stockings) AND all my dildos (well my 2! Including my one with suction cap that I adored riding, whilst in my now binned lingerie!!!). AND I did spend a good couple of the days not looking on any sites, and actually going to bed early with the wife (unfortunately no sexual activity which may explain why I am back?)
BUT this longing for sexual fun, and to be precise cock, just grows & grows, and IS all I can think of. I loved sucking cock & tasting cum, and the memory of me on my knees looking up into his eyes as he thrust into my mouth - and his face as he finally came into my mouth, and I got to savour his cum is a real sexual highlight. I loved feeling his cock, wanking him until he was hard, and then slowly licking up & down his erect cock. The feeling of guilt if I am honest DID soon go, and I desperately wanted more.
When I logged out of all these sites I trully did intend to remain faithful & quit, happy that I'd ticked off some fantasys. BUT I no want, actually NEED more - I think until I live out ALL my fantasys then I'll keep coming back!
I am desperate to dress for a man/CD/female/couple, to know what it is like to have a cock thrusting into my tight virgin arse, to lose my anal virginity for giving anal (to man, woman, couple, CD - I do not care what!), to have sexy fun dressed as a CD with a couple, to have a woman fuck me with a strapon... the horny list is growing as I type!
I am sure (well maybe?!) that once I have at least dressed in my lingerie & had my virgin arse fucked senseless then I WILL quit this hidden, sordid, yet hornily sexy secretive life for good. So PLEASE help me out, and I promise to share every sexy detail
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12:51 pm Saturday, 25th February, 2012
Thank you tinasanmiefox - I DO always keep coming back. The good things is that after I quit & then come back, I seem to have a more raunchy & explicit encounter! First I quit & then got to wank & suck cock; next I got sucked off by the most amazing cross-dresser who gave me the MOST amazing blowjob ever; then when I quit I finally managed to suck cock & taste gorgeous cum. Hopefully now I am back I will finally succeed on my quest for anal fun!!! AND get a hard, gorgeous cock, penetrate my tight virgin hole. Once I am ready then I'll feel it slide in & out, building up faster & harder until I riding that cock pleading for cum!!! Lets hope so, and that it happens VERY soon as it really is all I can think about. XXX |
