a bit about the life

I would like to tell you a bit about myself and past life, in my blog that i accidently deleted it states that i started CD quite young, and since then i almost always have something sexy going on underneath my clothes YIKES eah.
Anyway growing up i was involved with only 4 women 2 in school 1 when young and the last i married. the 3 were nice memories fun times the last i will regret to the end of my days. we raised 2 girls and the marriage lasted almost to the day 20 years. my life was servitude to my plump and lazy wife who liked to sit in front of the TV and watch soap operas and talk shows like Jerry Springer until i got home to dirty dishes until there were no clean ones and we had a dishwasher everything a total mess and her laying on the couch asking me to roll her a cigarette light it for her and pushing the ashtray the 12 or so inches closer so she could reach it.
Well the years went by and the girls getting older started to adopt her wonderful lifestyle. I owned a home bought and paid for and appreciating in value to the point that i could feel a bit at ease that we would have a retirement fund when it came time.over this entire periode my family never seen me C Dressed. my wife knew because i told her, didn't want her to run into a surprise like that one.
any way getting closer to the divorce i never thought would happen but sometimes wish it would I broke my ankle and knee falling off a ladder installing a satellite dish, went to the emergency and there for the first time someone the nurses helping me LOL as you say Seen my knickers (Black and silky) couldn't take them off, a bit to much pain. they were going to remove my leg from the knee down and all i could think was that i would not be able to where my knickers anymore because it just wasn't pretty anymore, secretly i was more saddened by that.
Well with luck another doctor came along and figured he would be able to save my leg. the surgery and 9 months of painful recovery time taxed out our survival funds quickly, I asked that my Wife might get a job for a while so we could eat and pay the utilities. Instead of getting a job she instead decided to take out a 20 thousand dollar student loan and enrolled in a hairdressing and esthetics course.
after everything was said and done and i was starting to get on my feet her corse was complete she elected not to pursue a career in that but to stay home and continue her career in LAZINESS and wow was she good at it, well i finally got totally fed up with it and i also put her laziness training sessions that i learned from her in to practice.
Bad Move on my part, It backfired big time, the word Divorce was brought up i kind of sluffed it of to a bad day bought some beers and we went downstairs turned on some tunes LOL Spice girls and some others and danced for a few hours and got drunk, The music ended and we were standing by one of the posts the prozac she was taking kicked in and an expression i have never seen before came over her face she looked me straight in the eyes and told me that if she were to bang her head on the post and injure herself she could contact the police and have me dragged out of my house arrested and charged with domestic violence against women and there was nothing i could do to prove otherwise for she had the girls on her side. My heart whent stone cold in realisation that she was right.
Thankfully she didn't but the divorce was on , Present day now, 12 years later i lost my house, my retirement my family for they don't contact me 160 thousand dollars and pretty much everything i owned i live in a 29 foot camper trailer in a campground year round now for those 12 years, haven't had an intimate relationship since because i realise that those words that day my heart Iced up hold true for any and every woman so my C Dressing turned from liking the sexyness feeling into companionship and i can truly say i fuck myself now.
I'm going to post this on my blog for all to see and i thank you Erica for opening the opportunity to finally tell my story.Best wishes from both of us Falco and FaleshaBye for now and have a good day.Thank you,

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