It is perhaps with a hint of regret that I am AGAIN thinking of quitting this murky, hidden, and secretive cross-dressing world - and in my quest for cock!
I DO adore my wife & I love her dearly, but she would in no way indulge me of some/any/one of my fantasys. Yet this adoration of the feel of lingerie, and the wanting of cock (be that wank/lick/suck/taste/ride/fuck...) has kinda taken over my life & IS all I can think about.
I long for her to go to bed so I can sneak on line in the hope of getting some action, yet then justify this sneaking around because I NEVER get sex!!!
So.... it is with regret that I need to give this up. I have given it up before, thrown all my lingerie & sex toys away and logged off all my accounts only to get the overwhelming desire back !!! AND I have just thrown away my basque, stockings & knickers AND my dildo with suction cup that I just love to ride!!! But for now I am afraid I must say goodbye!!! It's been fun whilst it lasted, & I've enjoyed the chats/sex chat/cyber sex AND an actual meet but it's probably time for me to focus on the missus for a bit!!!
