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A hard look at myself

7:11 am Saturday, 12th May, 2018

 When I was 21 I was involved in a serious crash that left me paralized from the chest down. Opted to be a ginny pig and 5yrs later I was walking. Married had a son but when I hit 40 it all came down. New this would happen was prepared, the wife was not. After 25yrs together she left my son and I. I took it hard, had to sell my house it was too much for me alone. I lost faith and trust in ever having another relationship. I'm not in a chair yet but it's coming in the next few years. It's been 5 years now with no contact and feeling very alone. Suffer from PTSD but handling it. I'm not looking for anything serious but would like to only meet one woman and go from there. I hope there is a woman out there close to me that would like to meet someone who has a lot to give physically and emotionally . I do have scars both on and below my skin some are pretty nasty even after so many years. I hope to add to this story and journey of mine to recoup my heart and soul.

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2:55 am Wednesday, 23rd May, 2018

Can i ask can u have sex

2:56 am Wednesday, 23rd May, 2018

Why did your wife leave us did she find someone else

3:37 am Wednesday, 23rd May, 2018

 Yes I can have sex but nothing cums out. They say it's permanent nerve damage that came on a couple of years ago. She left because she thought she could handle it but when I had to retire 8yrs ago she withdrew and said she wanted a normal life,  what do you say to that. So I told her I wasn't mad and she could go. My son still won't speak to her. Hope that answered your questions..

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