I went to my friends wedding 2 days ago I was a bridesmaid she choice my dress and when I tried it on in front of her it showed all of my scars I didn't feel comfortable and if I applied makeup to cover them it would of stained the dress she said it was the perfect one and np one would care or look twice at me
Not was I wrong
Everyone stated at me at the church and the priest gave me a hug and apologised then gave me a number of domestic abuse helpline
Then at the photos the groom told the photographer not to take any photos of me as he didn't want a freak in his wedding album I went to go home sliencely at this point but the bride my friend actually slapped her husband around the face saying how rude he was being she kept begging me to stay
At the do afterwards I had a old lady come up to me and ask why o showed up in such a dress that showed such ugly marks and suggested that I take my hair down to cover my neck as no one wants to see marks of that nature
I didn't realise that someone had been taking photos of me and plastered them all over the web and god knows where else
The girl with the whipped back and permanent rope burn neck and the word whore carved into her arm looks well ugly 😂😂😂
Is the the kinkyist bitchin the world or just some push over bitch who couldn't stand up for herself
This is how the world sees me my friend apologised over and over again this morning when she saw the photos they was uploaded by her husband
Loads of comments from the wedding party alot of them calling me a freak and a monster
Others saying how much they would love to do me and add to my collection thibking this is all done from sex
But it's not and no I'm not a monster or a freak I am a young women who had a horrible childhood and made the mistake of jumping into the first bit of affection I was showed which turned out to be abusive
Laugh all you want call me a monster or a kinky bitch words don't hurt me some people need to grow up and realise they are no longer on the play ground xxx
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6:58 pm Tuesday, 10th April, 2018
It is easy to comment, judge and jump to conclusions when you don't know the person. |
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10:27 am Thursday, 12th April, 2018
Hey Hollx, |
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2:39 pm Thursday, 12th April, 2018
Holly you are a light shining in the dark. Don't let others tell you what you are not, you are "superwoman" in my eyes.. hats off to you for being "you" and rising above all the pain & hate. x |
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10:47 am Saturday, 14th April, 2018
Some people are so shallow, go and enjoy life x |
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12:34 am Sunday, 15th April, 2018
I'm so sorry that you had to endure all that. Keep your head up high xx |
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11:03 am Sunday, 15th April, 2018
not going to tell you that you are beautiful or ugly but surly you give way more weightage to others opinion than your own. Its your life all its matters is you and your opinion. |
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11:04 pm Sunday, 15th April, 2018
What we look like on the outside shouldn't matter to any decent people. It is what is on the inside, our personalities and our heart that matters. The husband in your post does not deserve the happiness life has not your friend as his wife. You on the other hand have more bravery and courage than those guests put together. I applaud you for showing the adversity you did |
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9:56 am Monday, 16th April, 2018
Sorry you had to go through that. But you got through it and survived so keep that in mind. And F all those idiots, that are judging you when they don't even know you. |
Hey I have no idea why I am on here I guess I am looking for friendship really I'm not to everyone taste I'm not pretty and I don't have the confidence to try anymore
