Well that grabbed your attention lol so little update as i added guys to wish list had more responces which had lead to a burgoning friendship with a nice guy here he has said he will be gentle and loving which is how i want it.. being a virgin both o and a i am looking forward to being with him .. just chatting and mailing him makes me feel wonderful . I cannot wait for him to kiss me..for his hands to caress my bum. He and i both want more than a one night stand so pretty soon we are spending the weekend together the whole time me as his wife.. i am so looking forward to this.. feel so nervous yet excited. I know my first time may hurt but i want him to he my first..he knows my feelings.. i just hope everything falls into place so i can wakeup happy in his arms
