I used to crossdress when I was very young, going through my mums underwear draw and dressing up.
My cousin (who is the same age as me) used to stay at our house quite a bit as when we were young teens and he used to enjoy me dressing up and being his gurl. We never had full sex but I used to love taking him in my mouth and giving him pleasure.
I stopped dressing when I was around 17 and had quite a few girlfriends, got married/divorced and had a son by the time I was 30. It was then that I started dressing again. I loved the feel of stockings on my smooth legs. It was then that I started meeting older men from adverts in gumtree (why did they stop😭). I was a very unconvincing looking woman but loved wearing the short dresses, makeup and lingerie and feeling fem and sub.
Although I meet quite a few men I was always too nervous for them to enter me so always finished them off with my mouth or hands until a postman I meet parted my cheeks and used his tongue on me - oh my god, it was like he had the key to my virginity. He had unlocked the backdoor and used me for most of the weekend.
I again stopped cross dressing and started to meet crossdresser’s who were far more convincing than me and I have had some great times with them. Then I meet an older guy who became my top for a while and used me in ways that made me feel fem again but when I said that I wanted to wear stockings and dress he lost interest.
I haven’t been with anybody for the last 3 years and am start again to feel my sub side. Would love to meet somebody for regular no strings fun and have them use me
