Being the third, not a third wheel but third in a Man's life is really the painful and saddest that happened in me. But i just knew it all along when we were in a relationship, truth slaps me and i was the one to discovers it. For me its acceptable to have a second but a third? That i dont know....why oh why? I kept on asking
Him, is it possible to love 3 woman? Yes he is not contented with his wife his second and of course im the third and i know theres always a possibilities that he will still look for other woman. The biggest question is...if you just need to fuck around and have fun why would he give or invest time and efforts and also emotional attachements? Then who will suffer? Its we, women. Because i accept the fact that woman are weak in terms of emotional thingy especially when a man made you fee so special.
Anyways. Ive been in this kind of situation. Yes I blame my damn heart for this shitty drama that i experience now.
So? This is again to end (hopefully and seriously) end the very very wrong relationship. But i think i cant move on if theres no diversions. I feel the pain more each day, i need someone to talk to. Someone whom i can meet often or meet new people. I wa so sobbed. It really hurts me inside and out.
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5:10 pm Monday, 20th November, 2017
this issue was avoidable, warned you, still you insisted. so bear it, bite it, learn from it. |
