It does feel like I am on a losing streak. After a year and a half I have been let down several times. I can be nonchalant about it and say well it's par for the course but I definitely feel like I don't understand men at all.
It's like people of today just wants NSA and back ally fun. Where does that leave a lonely loving and supportive trans girl like me. I write beautiful love poems and cook really well. I'll clean the house and wash the dishes and I will blow your mind in bed if you can give me consistency.
Am I just to nice. Would you rather prefer me to tell you where to get off so I can be alone and not unhappy?? Do I really just have the prospect of a married man who wants more than his pretty wife's pussy? I don't mind being in a couples relationship but then she better know about me and accept me all the same.
1:48 am Thursday, 17th August, 2017
Well written Bianca Lane, though I can not agree with a chance of luck. I for one find luck just a word aiding those who look for reason for this matter or that. Bianca do not fret what you feel as an inability to understand men or any living entity for that matter. All that is here is different from it's mirrored image. There are no two of anything identical to that of another, such wonder is what make this life so inquisitive. A rare beauty as yourself can not be matched to another, as a simple example. |