The first time I touched a man with love was about three years ago. My life was a trap. I was out of options and I felt backed into a corner. I needed to get to know the person inside but no one knew her.
I have been for some time been talking to men in secret on the internet. It helped but you can only talk the talk for so long. I decided after thirty years of denial I had to find out if I really was attracted to men or not.
Some guy approached me on social media and I recipricated. We agreed to meet and I booked a room. Soon I heard a knock on the door and when I saw the man that was to be my first experience with a male I decided to do as he told me.
It turned out to be one of the best days of my life but it ended in heartache. He ignored me from then on. He basically zipped up his pants and I never saw him again.
Is that what being a woman is all about. Giving everything and receiving nothing back from the man who you felt so special with?
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9:41 pm Saturday, 22nd July, 2017
it's kinda ironic, just because you felt great being with that man does not make him feel the same about you, you made a mistake by giving your hope and kinda love to the person who had no intention do the same, It was sex you both agreed on, having something more than sex must be mutual. Do not think about that, You had a good time and found out that you enjoy being with another man, this is some prize, keep it. next time make sure you enjoy the present and hope for the best in the future. You are hot, sexy and classy. you have everything that you need. |
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6:06 am Sunday, 23rd July, 2017
You are right Advocate. Thank you. |
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11:50 pm Thursday, 25th January, 2018
Love hurts from both sides.im sorry he used you .yr way to hot for him his lose. |
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7:57 am Saturday, 4th April, 2020
Welcome to the Dogging word Hun. He was probably also in denial. Pick your heart up, it is what it is. |
