It has been an uphill battle to find a serious partner since I started transitioning. I always tell people how I can get a shag tonight if I want to but that I would hate myself in the morning.
It's not because I don't like sex, no I love sex. But it has to be a celebration. A consummation and end in an earthshattering orgasm. And if it doesn't I want to know that soon I will be able to try again.
I want that someone who loves me so much that their whole day is spent in pain because are touching them. That person who doesn't care about anything other than how great our last kiss was and the one who would stop their busy day to just tell me they love me.
That's all I ever wanted
Love Bianca
