Helen Newborn. Transgender Woman

Never done this before so will be interesting to see if anyone is interested.
So who am I?

From the age of four i knew i was in the wrong body.  Playing Doctors and nurses with a neighbour i realied i didnt like what i saw between my legs wheteas what saw between hers was what i should look like. I returned home and going to the bathroom i attempted to remove my penis.

My loud sobbing drew attention and bfore i bled out my mother discovered me.

Throughout my childhood when the oportunity presented itself I would borrow her underwear and clothing and dress. At six I made a friend who lived nearby. I shall call him Michael. Michaels and i became firm friends doing everything together. In short we became lovers. When his mother was out we would go into her bedroom and take of our clothes. He would dress me in his mothers night gown and he would then do what he had watched his father do to his mother. I was always underneath and my chosen name was Helen. I would do anything he told me i should do kissing sucking and licking his anus. Looking back all these years later i van see how it was very innocent and whilst he has outgrown his interest i learned that my true self was that of a girl.
At boardingi was seduced early on by a wonderful and very loving teacher. He obtained agirls uniform for me which when i went to his house i would wear. From the age of twelve and half i became his lover. He was wonderful. Incedibly kind very loving and incredibly gentle. I know today this was wrong of him and that today he would be punnished disgraced and imprisoned but these were different times and i look back on our times together with happiness and appreciation. His secret is safe within my heart and shall never be revealed. Over the next few years lovers came and went but i was always the girl the feminine side to the relationships. 

My story will continue.

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