So yes, hello to you reader. Here, you will find my thoughts or just generally things that I want to say regarding myself. To start of, as the title suggests, I'm suffering from you can call as Hypersexuality or what most people know as Nymphomania but people generally degrade us into merely sex addicts.
Yes, I was medically diagnosed but I don't really have the time to actually attend therapy because of work. For the longest time, I've suffered from this and my friends have helped me through it. It's hard for me really because first off, I don't even want to be like this. I cry, get angry or depressed when I don't get to have sex when I want to. My friends help me get through it by actually sleeping with me (Male and female, whoever is free when I need it) but right now, they're all in a relationship and we all know that it's off limits. We're not adventurous and merely just do it when I absolutely have to. Sometimes it's a week or just days. Which is why I turn to a swinging site.
Now you might be wondering why shouldn't I just get a boyfriend for that. I do and I did but somewhere along the way they degraded me and started being indecent and calling me hurtful names. I'm not a slut just because they couldn't understand what exactly is wrong.
But enough of that. Lastly, I wanna talk about my partner in crime, Keith. At first glance, he isn't much. He doesn't talk much personally although in chat, he's very talkative. When he talks, his intentions are clear and you can see purpose not like most of the people here who shower me with sweet nothings just to get me to sleep with them. Compliments would't get you anywhere. Anyway, in person, he's charming and very very intelligent. In bed, he's gentle and sweet. I didn't even tell him anything, that's just his default persona in bed. It wasn't fucking or having sex, it feels like it was making love. I'm very much satisfied with him and mostly, he understands what I have maybe it's because he has a disorder of his own that he can emphatize with the feeling.
That's all for now. Thanks for reading.
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3:59 pm Thursday, 30th March, 2017
lucky guy 🙂 |
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4:30 pm Thursday, 30th March, 2017
wow nice story hahhaah thanks for sharing |
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4:57 pm Thursday, 30th March, 2017
Story Twist: Keith created this account to compliment himself and gather attention from other women. Keith is very very intelligent :)) |
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5:20 pm Thursday, 30th March, 2017
Both of you sound fit for each other. Although, I'd love to be part of that dynamic. |
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5:38 pm Thursday, 30th March, 2017
Nice story.hope i can help you in time of need. |
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8:42 pm Thursday, 30th March, 2017
More than gladly to help dear. I prefer one-on-one but we can also bang Keith together. If you are interested just pmchat me so we can discuss the rules and limits. Good day to you! 🙂 |
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9:04 pm Thursday, 30th March, 2017
Im sorry to hear. I hope all the good things in you. Take care. Dont let them judge you for who you are. |
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9:12 pm Thursday, 30th March, 2017
First of all, let me just say that you are so...beautiful (and cute at the same time). 🙂 Second, I'm very sorry to hear that you have that condition and that you're undergoing such hard circumstances in life. I won't pretend to be able to relate to your predicament; neither do I know of any other person with nymphomania. Heck, the closest thing that I could relate to it are the two parts of the Nymphomaniac film series. But still, I do sympathize with you, even just for the part that you are unable to maintain a relationship due to your situation. I hope that someday, you'll be able to find a guy who can fully understand you and is willing to endure all the complications and hardships of your relationship...because he truly loves you and believes that you are worth it. Who knows, Keith might be that guy. 👍Anyway, I wish you all the best; and in the slightest chance, I hope that fate might allow me to meet you someday. Take care. |
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10:58 pm Thursday, 30th March, 2017
So is Keith not enough? |
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11:48 pm Thursday, 30th March, 2017
hey, i'd love to offer the same. friendship and someone to hang out and geek out with. just a little different with sex department. and i also have a femme friend who can join us to make things more fun and add more perspective. |
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12:47 am Friday, 31st March, 2017
Thank you all for taking the time to read my story. However, I would just like to say a few things. |
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4:02 am Friday, 31st March, 2017
Would love to hear the whole story from the lady herself one of these days. Sincerely, just curious to know more of the back story. No sex expected, even promise to say no to sex if it comes up along the way, just chill and chat. |
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4:29 am Friday, 31st March, 2017
The best blog style FR i've ever seen. So original and well written. Really lucky guy! ^_^ |
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5:02 am Friday, 31st March, 2017
I wish you the best of luck in your journey. Stay strong and always move forward.. |
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5:46 am Friday, 31st March, 2017
Seems hard, but keep on going lady, you can do it. Just hang on and be strong, okay? Hopefully you'll find someone that can accept you as who you are soon. Take care~ |
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6:14 am Friday, 31st March, 2017
Gud luck to he both of u. Ull both learn more and experience more of course since u have opened urselves in a world amdor a lifestyle like this. Still remember to have time with family, thats 1 way of therapy. |
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8:04 am Friday, 31st March, 2017
Nice story. Thank you for sharing this to us. Lucky guy indeed. Hahaha. I hope you could some random guys again. Hope it would be me. Haha. I hope I could find someone like that too. Anyways goodluck and take care both of you. |
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8:10 am Friday, 31st March, 2017
Well if that's the case... then just enjoy what u have now. Have fun but with care. GB! |
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1:27 pm Friday, 31st March, 2017
Goodluck to both of you, its good that you have a partner in crime that understands you and your condition. Both of you are lucky with each others company. 🙂 |
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3:33 am Saturday, 1st April, 2017
I hope I'll be on your next blog, if you do please make it as detail as possible. I won't just penetrate you, i'll do it slowly and gently in detail doing actions to you like you're reading 50 shades on a cold comforting night in your room. Won't use my hands but lips and tounge to remove your undies. You don't need to speak, i'll understand what your body is telling me...where to go, where to focus, where to give it passionately. We'll be making love the whole night, literally "making love". ^_^ |
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3:16 pm Saturday, 1st April, 2017
I think you need a guy who can satisfy you completely.. sexually emotionaly and financially.. |
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5:44 pm Tuesday, 4th April, 2017
I hope that guy falls in love with you. You're lucky to have a friend like that and maybe you can have relationship with him. (if you guys want your relationship to the next level). I think by doing that will make your habit in moderation. And you should take your medications as well. Well have a great encounters here with fighting for your case. 😃 |
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5:45 pm Tuesday, 4th April, 2017
While fighting i mean |
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8:52 pm Tuesday, 4th April, 2017
It is good that you open yourself up. Just be yourself. Good that you found someone who understands you. Take care always. |
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4:34 pm Wednesday, 5th April, 2017
😞 |
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4:54 am Thursday, 6th April, 2017
I will be your partner till you need me |
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5:55 am Thursday, 6th April, 2017
Hey there nymph |
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6:11 am Saturday, 8th April, 2017
Very intresting maybe i can you give a long statisfaction. 🙂 very nice person |
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3:51 pm Monday, 17th April, 2017
Thanks for sharing. |
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4:26 am Wednesday, 31st May, 2017
Good luck to you and Keith. |
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10:59 am Friday, 10th November, 2017
May be i have a disorder like you |
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11:59 pm Wednesday, 23rd May, 2018
Everybody has their own battles to take. Thanks for sharing yours. I know people like this, and the best thing they did was tell someone about it. Of course guys will take advantage of you I wish you the best when you deal with them. Talk to me whenever you can. |
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1:30 am Wednesday, 3rd April, 2019
Heya! Any follow up post to this? Would love to read about you. Regards, |
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11:55 am Friday, 18th October, 2019
wishing to read more 🙂 |
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3:15 pm Monday, 1st March, 2021
all addictions come from a place of pain...find your pain and readdress it by taking advice and applying a different kind of logic... an example might be if you experienced harm as a child, revisit it and look at it from an adults perspective... if you have internalised something as a kid, you deal with it with the same attributes that were available to you at that time until you apply adult logic to it... this is very simplistic and I wish I could explain it to you better but the format here is pretty restrictive.... anyway....I hope you get something out of it....good luck |
