Everything is normal. I see stars rising on the sky at night and I see sun moving from east to west everyday. But I feel cold when I realize she is not around me. Thinking about her makes me hotter and crazy. I feel her in my heart, a very beautiful, hot and sexy lady. Every time I get horny I try not to masturbate and dream for an unseen beautiful face and body. I like to think about a lady who is the most pretty and kind lady in the world. I see her sometimes in my dreams, sometimes I kiss her and sometimes I touch her, sometimes I am able to penetrate her and it makes me very hot. Then suddenly I awaken from my dream and I look around for her, I feel very crazy at that time. I try to go back into dream but I can't. I try to follow her in this world but I don't know where she lives, I grab pillow in arms so tightly that I could feel my heartbeats. It feels like it just going to blast and blood would be everywhere in my room. It makes me too much sad because I just lost her for an unknown time. Please come back my dream Girl. I can't wait more for you. My heart gonna die ;(;(;(
