When the darkness creeps into the mind filling it with twisted thought, you have to speak of them or let them run haywire over you.
In these times I have always chatted with someone who could make me laugh and just listen to me talk. Or someone like Master who can take my twisted thought and use them to his advantage.
Letting the dark fantasy run a muck in my mind isn't so bad because of the lifestyle I am in, but they can be a little crazy at times.
Wanting to let out my dominant side to whip some ass😆. Never with Master. He is the beginning and the end.
I enjoy my Master twisted and caring mind. He fills me with happiness and wanting more of him . More of this life. Having Master mind fuck me in the night help my twisted dark mind release some of the thoughts i have running a muck inside my head.
I also want to find a sub to join Masters family who I can train to please and serve Master.
Letting this darkness swirl around and slip out of my head does make me feel better, sometimes.
Just a little in site into the dark corners of my mind. Wanting to feel more of the pain and pleasure .😆
The dark and twisted thought running thru my
head this day, I can't seem to shake them.
Master is sleeping so soundly, I am sitting here wondering letting my mind take control, opening up the flood gates.
I feel the darkness sweeping in to ever corner of my mind , I can see no light inside my mind.
How to make it stop, or do I want it to stop. Now that is the question. If I let it go there completely will I be able to come back to myself. Hmm mm this could be the place I need to go to finish the transformation into who I am now.💣
