She is a beauty--- petite type. I take great pride when I go out with her by me. Fortunate I am as a man.
But I have scarecely been able to satisfy her physically. Born with a small man and cursed with premature ejaculation, I have always suffered my inadequacy. She, like a mother I would say has kept supporting me all these years. But it has never been easy for me to bear her suffering. Her needs should be fullfilled, I understand.
I suggested cuckolding. She refused for years. Once recently did she agree. We even contacted a gentleman from this nice site. Suddenly she backed out.
She listens and smiles when I say it. No need -- is all she says, finally. Says she can handle. Can one really handle? At what cost?
Yes, I love her way too much. Crazily. She knows I may not be able to handle her having sex with someone else. And now I want her to do it now I also change.
It is really a difficult situation.
