Last night i finnely went out for a walk,dressed.I wore a knee length skirt, tights, heels and a sheep skin coat, i had to wear a hat and scarf as i have not got a wig and dont use makeup and i do have a 5 o,clock shadow.But i felt great, just walking around and feeling free.Was a bit nervous at first but after a few cars past and then walked past a few people walking their dogs and a group of kids at the bus stop i was feeling on top of the world.I only stayed out for half an hour, but i was good, may go out again tonight.The only trouble i had was with uneven pavments, but i can put up with that.Now i wish i had been approached by a man or even arranged a meet with one but unfortunetly there are no men looking for what i want around here.So heres hoping and maybe my dream will come true and i will be going back out again tonight.
