I am not a nervous person, especially as I was in the army for 17 years, but it was a big step to admit to myself, that although I love my wife and children, I am not feeling fulfilled at home.
The typical sob story of a married man I hear you say, true, but it is how I feel. Sex is sporadic and infrequent and I can not remember the last time we made love.
Am I less manly for wanting to spoil a woman with affection, to make her feel like a goddess?
So finally after mulling it over for months I have decided to see if I can find another way of staying happy at home, but at the sametime finding a pleasureable sexual life as well.
So here goes, will this work, will it be what I expect or is this a slippery slope with nowhere to hold onto? Time will tell.
