When Im not working sometimes my days are quiet, I try to fill my time, I try to be active, achieve what it seems people do in the day to day but once the thought takes me I feel a desire that I know I'm going to act upon.
I really find it hard to resist, hard to distract myself, it's little like I have no control and alone I find myself fantasising about sex. When I see my partner I can let go, I can act upon all those dirty little thoughts that have filled my mind and enjoy what I have been dreaming of. He's a great lover, an honest lover and a pleasure to spend time with. We talked about meeting a woman, someone who would enjoy sex, someone that could be honest too, thats what I'm thinking about now.....
