Life is strange, after years of crossdressing,giving up and starting over many times, as a widower I am now free to spend my time in female attire, going out in the car and walking where I feel safe. Crazy but I have just met another lady with whom I am having sex after just one meeting without her or 2 others knowing anything of Cindy. Am I alone in still being able to attract younger females for sexual relationships but still have an overwhelming urge to crossdress without any gay desires?