Friday 18th May
I'd been feeling it all week, that urge to once more be within the company of a female. Too long it had been since there was the intimacy of a 1-on-1 situation. I'd begun to move in on my sister's best friend a few nights previously but there was no real hope of anything quick as she had her family around. For some people that might not be an issue but for me, it is. I'm not going to engineer situation that only suits me, it'd be crap and it only serves to come back like a boomerang in the long run. At least I've learnt something in 24 years!
So instead of taking the easy option and phoning up the family to put me up for the night I went out of the comfort zone. Literally, I thought "Fuck it. What have I got to lose?" Virgnity's gone although in some respects I suppose that could be debatable but I'm a bit fed up of being bothered what someone might say if they found out something I'd done. I real
