Many years ago when the internet was still youngish and so was i,, i was dressing in my then wifes clothes whenever i had the chance, though it wasnt often i did make the time, even back then i wasnt vonvincing, but it felt good.. around that time i found the old yahoo chat rooms and even had an early webcam, so being a bit curious to see if i was a wierdo, i ventured to some of these roms and began to chat, met so many womderful ladies and realised i wasnt a wierdo.. started to show my self on cam.. dressed.. then playing on cam... not with my "manhood" but with my wifes 8" vibrator and yes i did take it all in. What did it feel like? GOOOOOOOOOD.
I even got to the stage where using the vibe gave me a very messy orgasm. Which i did taste.. by this time , i wanted to move forward.. to really know the feelings of l9ve.. of sex as Annie, but work and other things got in the way so i had to back off.... over time these desires have been supressed but now they are coming to the fore agai and even though work and life limits when i can dress .. even when i am the male me, i still dream of the first time me Annie, is taken.. i am hoping it will be soon because all my waking thoughts are of the ti,e i have my first girl on girl fun...the first ti e i take a girl in my mouth.. i day dream, about how i will do it.... what will be the most intimate postion the first time i am entered as Annie..
I want it al so much.. maybe one day even a guy.. time will tell... to be truthful, i do not know why i am writing this but need to put my thoughts down
12:02 am Saturday, 15th August, 2020
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