Huge Crush With Someone I'm Not Sure Has The Same Feelings.

I have a huge crush on a very cute and sexy guy I work with. He's self proclaimed straight although he's has offered and let me suck his cock after one night if drinking. I couldn't seem to make him cum. Either I'm very bad at head or it was actually the beer he claimed it was. We do still hang out and haven't talked about that night. I'm so attracted to him and I think he knows it and might be taking advantage of me. But I like spending time with him. My thoughts are that he is either closet gay and doesn't want to admit it. Or he is just into anything sexual like we've talked about. We have so much in common; our porn interests are almost identical, we like the same music, movies, interests in stuff like conspiracy theory type stuff.

Does anyone out there have any expirences and advice on this kinda situation? He doesn't seem to want to open emotionally to me. He's very closed to everyone, but we seem to have an emotional relationship and discuss life stuff. I'm guessing he just doesn't have the feelings for me that I have for him. Thoughts?

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