Even though I am the journey into woman hood, it can be frustrating as the waiting time are very long when you first get your referral that in itself really test your resolve.
During this time my mind hasn’t stopped turning over on how I am going to tell my family and friends. I have told my current my partner that I want to be a woman that sparked an argument and the result of which she stated that she isn’t a lesbian but could cope with me having boobs. i.e. for me not to have the op!
This has put me between a rock and a hard place, but I know I want to whole 9 yards.
My biggest problem or I should say what scares me the most is telling my parents and my sister. My parents and my sister know I cross dress but not that I want to become a woman.
My parents are both north of 70 and I know my dad is completely against it, when I told him I could see it had knocked the wind out of him, my mom on the other hand I think is a little more understanding but even saying that, this will come as a big shock to her.
Then comes the tricky one my sister, we have only known each other for 2 years. We get on like a house on fire and I think the world of her as it has taken 40 plus years to find each other after we were adopted (different families). To put it simply I don’t want to lose her again if I did I really don’t know what I would do…………..
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5:56 pm Monday, 2nd May, 2016
Have faith. Xx |
