A long time fantasy lived out, disappointing experience or too much expectation?

For a long time I've had a fantasy of being with an older, experienced woman, who would take charge of me and try and teach me new things. Last week I had the opportunity to live out this fantasy, or so I believed!
The woman in question is in her late thirties, tall, confident and very sexy with crystal blue eyes that would make you do anything for this lady. I knew her briefly when I was younger but hadn't seen her for severn or eight years until two weeks ago when I happened to see her in a pub. She looked incredible! I had to go and say hello. She was very friendly, funny and we swapped numbers. After two weeks exchanging very flirty texts, she invited me to go and help her assemble some flat pack furniture at her house while her kids where at school.
When I arrived she looked gorgeous, and as she led me upstairs my eyes couldn't move from her sexy arse in skin tight jeans. After we finished one unit and had started the second I ended up in a very fortuatous position where I could not only see her incredible arse but could see her ample boobs falling out of her top in a mirror as she leaned forward. I stared for a moment too long to be considered subtle and she noticed me staring and the bulge in my trousers, so she invited me to take a break and sit on the bed. After she started stroking my thigh I went in for a kiss, it was long and passionate.
Now as I said before my fantasy is for an older woman to take charge of me, and after a few minutes of deep kissing I realised she was waiting for me to take the lead.
So I started to remove her top reveiling a very sexy corset and then under her jeans I found matching pants and stockings, she looked so good and at this point was very hard. I couldn't resist but pull aside her pants to find a very wet swollen clit, which responded intensely to my tongue as I draw circles around it and soon her hips where driving into my face uncontrollably. Soon she was asking me what I wanted and looked for me to be the dominant one, which again wasn't what I'd imagined in years of having my older woman fantasy. Soon however I was distracted from my disappointment as she slid down my body onto her knees where she started kissing my thighs and stomach as I longed for her to wrap her lips around my throbbing cock and when she did, she covered the whole thing with her mouth. The experience was incredible, I would run out of superlatives if I tried to describe the BJ this lady gave me, and we then carried on and had a crazy, fantastic, passionate afternoon and didn't return to the furniture for 4 hours as her kids were due home soon!
But no matter how good the afternoon was I was left with a pang of disappointment as it wasn't how I'd fantasised it for years. I left wondering if I had an unrealistic view of older women in bed (which I now accept, and shouldn't have stereotyped, I'm sure there are 18 year olds that could corrupt me just as well as a 50 year old). But also maybe I came across as older than I feel (i'm 24) and so whilst I was picturing an older woman she saw another adult? Or maybe I just haven't found the right woman to fulfil my fantasy yet? Either way I won't stop looking as even while I type this thinking about it, nothing gets me harder or hornier than thinking about a sexy powerful older woman taking control of me and teaching me how to pleasure her repeatedly.

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