I was once nearly caught out by my girlfriend. I came home from work and she was in a cold mood... turns out she had been on my laptop when I got a notification for an email to "closetbiguy" so she had a look.... I managed to maintain my account must have been hacked as I hadn't used it in ages. We were still together for a while after so I assume she bought it. Today, I had to log into my email in front of someone.... luckily I managed to do it with them out of the room so they didn't see the countless emails from this site lol The other day, I got a mate to take a picture with my phone... lesson learnt the hard way: delete pictures once uploaded to here.... he was not happy lol .... least it was not sexuality revealing. It is a little linked with paranoia but it is also hard work to keep a secret... living life on the edge is just one problem with being closet.
6:42 pm Wednesday, 6th November, 2013
If so it's subconciously... I hate the idea of being caught out but have toyed with the idea of slowly coming out... to friends and new people I meet.... family only need know my private life if they ask.... but before long I change my mind back to staying closet. Putting this much detail plus pictures was a huge decision for me ... I'm seriously hoping it helps to meet a girl that understands andor accepts bisexuality... but at the least it might help hooking up to satisfy my "gay side".... here's to hoping |
If you know me, warning: there's pics you'd rather not see... just sayin' :-)