Martha was one of 3 sisters, that is there was she and her 2 younger sisters, her father and mother. There was no male siblings or brothers in their family. So they did not know anything about guys.
She Martha, had had a few physical experiences with members of her own gender. Since she had no brother in the family, there was only her father who could give her an insight into the male gender.
She was now curious about guys, but the ones who were popular with the other guys did not interest her, as she was afraid they would ridicule her about her ignorance about guys.
He father's manliness intrigued her, especially when she saw him shave his rather thick beard. One day, she asked her mother, "What are guys like?" Her father had shown them, three sisters, much affection, that was when they were very little.
Her mother, had no way of knowing what she meant by the question about 'guys'. "Well, what exactly are you interested in?" She asked. "Don't know where to start" she said, "they seem to be rather wierd, but I would like to explore this wierdness. May I?"
Her mother's reply was in agreement with her, "I myself find your father rather differcult to understand." She said. "I can invite our next door neighbour with her son some day if you like." She continued.
So Martha's mum, made the necessary arrangements with their next door neighbour. Martha had seen the next door neighbours son, and had noticed him looking her way, she felt like a freak each time he looked at her.
So, now, a few days later, the four of them were sitting together in their, Martha's mum's, living room, on the sofa couch set of 1 big and two small sofas. Both families were seeing good and fairly prosperous days.
Martha's mother had gone to the door, when their next door neighbour's mother and son, Malcolm, whom she soon learnt, was his name, had come, in response to their invitation. Her mother had sat them down around the low center table on the sofa couch set.
They got straight to the point. "As I have no sons, my eldest daughter is curious about boys?" She said. "that's why I have arranged this meeting." Martha's mum said, "My girls are also in a 'girls only' school. That makes it even more differcult for them to know the male gender."
They sat talking for sometime, then the two mother's decided to go into the bedroom and leave the children to get to know each other. "You two can get acquainted." Martha's mothers said, "We will be in the bedroom." "Malcolm son, as you know Marta and her sisters, don't have a brother." Malcolm's mother Said. "So you'll may not understand each other. Please be patient."
"Yes, mum." they both said in unison, and laughed when they noticed each other laughing." Martha took the lead, as soon as the mother's had left the room, she jumped up, from her half sized sofa couch and sat down beside Malcolm, who was on the other half side sofa couch.
She pushed him roughly and tried to squeeze in with him in the small space. "Push up stupid." She said. "Haven't you had a heart to heart talk with anyone?" "I have," he said, "but never tried to squeeze into such a small space, with a member of the opposite gender."
"I have seen you guys play football, I have sometimes stood and watched the game." She said. "Is that what you called me here for?" He asked. "Cause I am not much of a football buff or any game buff for that matter." "Not a problem." she said
"I just thought you might be of that interest. Then what shall we talk about?" She asked. "I am a movie buff. Wanna talk about that?" He asked. "Tell me this" she began. "What is a girl and boy supposed to do when they are alone together?"
She looked at him diffiently. He thought she was accusing him. "I don't know. But I can assure you I have never bullied a girl. Is that what you mean?" "No", she said. "Well then you seem to be frightening me." He said. "Well I am only trying to enjoying your company". She added.
Now it was his turn, he had now got the upper hand. "I think I have seen my sister read romance books. But, when once, I tried reading it, I found that it had some sexual material in it. Is that what you mean by what is a girl and guy supposed to do when together?". He asked. Here she seemed threatened.
"Maybe she said. "Do you know anything about it?" Now she noticed her enjoyment was beginning to rise again. "there you go. You are beginning to frighten me again. I guess that imagination in those romance books are someone's. I don't know if it is possible. There's no need to frighten me about it."
"Did you enjoy the romance book?" She asked, enjoying it. He felt frightened, the fear increased tremendously. He wondered if that was why they call it sin. He has noticed that in spite of the joy it gave him, when he read it, it seemed merciless about what the author of the book expected the females to do.
Should he be sad for those girls or should he be feeling fear for those girls, as Martha was making him feel. "I think there must be some way to know what the ladies are thinking about the books." He said trying to help out.
"As far as I am concerned. I did get an erection, I once had a thought that the erection could be coming from another male. Is it true?" He enquired. "What's an erection? She enquired filled with expections. An erection? You must have learnt in biology class for reproduction. Where the male gets hard and enlarged in the genital.
"Why are you frighting me? I haven't even touched a female in my life and besides. I too feel sorry for the girls mentioned in those books. Why is life so merciless, could the female gender be like going through hell? That is for sinning in the male form? Since you have come up with this problem, maybe you have the answer."
Martha, decided to put on an act of submissiveness. Do you have any girlfriends? She asked, trying to be put on an act of shyness. This made the fear in Malcolm reduce. "You are not frightening me anymore." He said, "and no I have no girlfriend. Should I be taking liberties with you?." He threatened.
"I don't know" she said "try lt." He started feeling good about her. She felt so good to be with, his excitment began to rise. "No, no, no" she said quickly. *I was just beginning to enjoy your company, now you are frightening me." Here he added, "Well, I was just beginniñg to enjoy your company."
"Then isn't it possible for both of us to enjoy each other's company together, at the same time, that is? Could it be that you frighten me when you are enjoying my company and I am frightening you when I am enjoying your company?"
"In those romance stories, does it say what the one being loved is feeling? She asked. "It might be like letting the one , doing the loving enjoy himself or herself. And then taking turns at loving and being loved. But who is gonna let us know that, all we know we are frightening each other when we are the one enjoying. Might be like not being selfish with each other?"
"Well, it feels good, this feeling of emotion, I mean." He said "Let me try." she said. "What are you doing?" He asked. "I feel terribly disgusted" She quickly answered "I am just trying to shower you with my emotions."
To which he advised. "Ok, but don't do that then, it felt better to frighten each other than to shower emotions on each other." she said. Backing away she waited. She could feel a nice warm feel a nice warm feeling in her chest. "What are you doing"? She asked. "It feels good, but I feel I need to be hugged."
Well, quite naturally, since you stopped showering your emotions" he said. "I decided to try to feel it again." And so, I guess it is better to feel your emotion, than for you to give it. This feeling of each other's emotions made them want to hug each other.
There they were hugging each other when their mothers returned. They were taken by surprise. They had jumped out of the single sofa couch instantly. "So, you'll are getting along well Malcolm's mum said, while Marta's mum was now worried about the safely of her daughter.
She did not expect them to go so far so quickly. "Are you two in love?" She asked shrewdly. "NO." The couple answered in unison. Malcolm's mum intervened, to ask "Malcolm son, you'll seem to be feeling well off with each other. But I have a feeling you'll don't really like each other sexually."
Martha asked "How would you feel if it were sexual?" Her mother asked. "I know that because you'll don't seem guilty, like you'll would have felt if you'll felt sexually aroused with each other. I think it must be something of a plutonic feeling. Do you'll have emotions in common? As it isn't sexual. Or else what shall you'll do to while your time away.
"I feel a nice warm feeling in my chest, when with Malcolm, he does feel it too?" Said Martha. "Does Malcolm get an erection?" Asked Malcolm's mum. "No." said Malcolm, "I thought something was wrong with either Martha or me." To which "No." said Malcolm's mum I think you'll both are of the same emotion type. That is why you'll feel a heart to heart effection for each other."
"No son," consoled his mother, "I asked if you'll have a common interest that could get you'll to spend more time together." "It is a nice feeling, isn't it Martha?" Asked Malcolm. "I think, bhabi, both of them should check out guys and girls respectively whom they don't feel so nice and comfortable about." Said Martha's mum. That could be a sexual feeling in that way.
I'm 58 years old, living in the Mumbai region.
I'm interested in meeting a woman aged between 40 and 90.
