So i get asked a lot on here or other sites are you really that submissive will you really give up control and do anything i say or we say.Well in short yes im very kinky and very submissive i love and need to be taken control of and told what to wear and what to do .It all started a long time ago with my best friend BILL he lived behind me. So im pretty shy and i always have been that way its been a curse and has made it very hard for me to meet girls or guys. I think that's why im so submissive and probably why im single .If we only had the internet when i was growing up i was such a horn dog and would have made it much easier to meet people .I have always loved older guys ever since i saw my best friend Bill naked for the first time when we were playing truth or dare and i made him strip naked and run across the street and back he was a couple years older than me i couldn't help staring at his smooth ass and large dick the first time i saw him naked he was already covered in thick black pubes which really made me feel funny about seeing him naked like i hadn't felt before.We did all kinds of things together that friends do football baseball cowboys and indians cops and robbers my first hints that i was a sub were when we played those games and i loved to be captured by him and tied up and made to confess we built forts in the woods and just hung out in the street or at the park together but we also became best friends and even closer soon it turned into just us 2 playing truth or dare together and of course it was mostly dares with us but normal stuff to start well mostly but it got to be more and more naked risky dares he would make me walk through the woods naked or get naked and act like his dog crawling around the woods on all fours get naked in the middle of the baseball field and stand there for 5 min things like that but then one day it was just us playing truth or dare in our fort in the woods as we often did. After we played for awhile he started to get more personal than usual asking me sexual things then out of nowhere he asked me have i ever masturbated which up until then was a no. So not really knowing what he was talking about i asked him what was that(masturbating) he said you no playing with your dick making it hard until you shoot your load. I said no i have never done that before kinda shocked by the question but very curious .So my turn came i ask him the same question and he says yes of course i have all the time (he was older ) it feels great you should try it. Of course me being so shy i was like ok and started to ask another question just trying to change the subject .Then he said well do you want me to show you how?It feels really good you will like it. I just nodded yes not really knowing what to say so he said ok is anyone home at your house i said no not four a couple hours he said ok lets go hang out in your room so we jumped the fence and went up to my room he closed the door and said ok get undressed i was very hesitant so he stepped back and said ok ill go first and took his shirt off then shoes and socks then his jeans he pulled them down very slow until he was standing in front of me in just his white briefs with a large bulge tenting them out in the front.He said ok now you so i took my shirt and shoes off then my shorts he looked down at me and said i guess you like what you see and laughed and grabbed his dick threw the front of his underwear, My cock was sticking straight out in my white briefs it had never been that hard that i remembered he said ok take them off and lay on the bed then he said hold on and went into the bathroom he came back with a bottle of lotion then took off his underwear and threw them at me as a joke they landed on my face i couldn't help but to inhale the scent it was a smell i still remember today he laughed and said i guess my ass smells good by the look in your eyes he said ok so take yours off let me help and said lift your legs and as i did he reached over and pulled them down and off that was the first time another guy had ever touched me like that and i thought i was going to faint i was shaking. Then he said now you take this lotion and put it on your hand like this and rubbed it on his hand then you take your hand and rub it on your dick up and down like this i said Bill we shouldn't be doing this he said listen Billy its cool all guys do it try it you will like it so i did as he said and followed his lead and we both laid back stroking are dicks his was about 7 inches and wide very straight but with a small head thick black pubes me about 5 inches light blond hair average with a large head it didn't take long for me to get into it moving my hand up and down my dick slow at first then faster it felt sooo good it didn't take long for me to shoot my very first load of cum ever maybe 3 or 4 min i never felt so good it was amazing i looked over at Bill he was staring at me he said wow that was so hot guess you liked it feels good dosn't it i told you it did ok so now its my turn and he started working his big cock up and down over and over slowly coming all the way up to the tip then slowly all the way down to his black pubes and balls at first he did it slow i think that was for me to see then he went faster and faster it took him about 10 min to shoot a very large amount of cum he turned and looked at me and said Billy i guess you liked my show i looked down and my dick was rock hard again after only a few minutes i said umm yeah that was very hot your dick is so much bigger and shoots allot more than me he said don't worry you will get there then he grabbed my underwear and wiped up his cum then said here clean up your cum i think that was the first time i new what it was actually called hmmm cum i think im going to like it i said he just laughed So i said wow that was fun he said now put your underwear on and go get me something to drink i said but there all soaked in cum he said i don't care just do it like your told now GO so i put the cum soaked white briefs on and he slapped my butt and i said ouch he said hurry up so i went to the kitchen to get his drink feeling kinda excited walking around the house in cum soaked white briefs that were now see threw because they were so wet(think that's when i became a cum slut)