So yeah, I spoiled the ending already. From the title you can deduce I fell just a bit short of my intended target, but I got closer this time and I really feel like I’m on the right track. Well, on with it then. I am in fact an anal virgin, I suppose. No one has penetrated me except me with a finger, a prostate massager, and as of tonight a vibrator. My first few attempts weren’t very good, but I’ve been getting closer with each new attempt lately. After doing some reading I’ve learned to focus on my breathing more and that has helped. I lay on my back, knees up with my feet on the floor, head elevated and arms over my head. I breathe in deeply, hold it, then exhale just as deeply. With each breath cycle it would feel like my massager was expanding inside me and just the slightest squeeze is enough to get me even more aroused. I’m on the right track but can’t quite seem to seal the deal just yet. So earlier tonight I tried again with a variable speed vibrator and came even closer still. I lubed it up, laid down flat on my back and slowly worked it in. I tested each setting out before penetrating myself and took note of which ones I thought would work best. That plan kinda changed when I hit the on button and even the low setting felt like a jackhammer at first but as I relaxed and breathed it started feeling good. After a few minutes I went to a higher speed and it felt even better. Next up was a variable setting with a few seconds of low intensity alternating with higher intensity. Oh my God that one felt good and I felt a new feeling inside me. The massager is quite pleasurable but this felt different. I was laying down, feeling quite good and then I imagined my Mistress of choice was taking me and not the vibrator. So here I am moaning like a dirty little whore and thinking Fuck me Mistress please don’t stop oh it feels so good. It feels like something inside me is swelling up, like the mercury rising in a thermometer something is pushing up from inside me from the base of my dick slowly moving up toward the head…I’m gonna cum I just know it when Shit, the battery ran out! I went from the edge of a mind shattering orgasm to mind shattering disappointment in a heartbeat. At first I was pissed thinking the battery drained so quickly but then I realized I’d been getting fucked for about 45 minutes. Im getting closer though, maybe next time. Or maybe next time I will be under the control of a woman whose battery won’t run out and she will make me cum like the slutty little bitch a felt like earlier tonight. Maybe, just maybe it will be you. If that interests you send me a message and let me know. I’ll be here waiting…well, me and my toys that is.
